I don't know if I can survive,
I don't know if I can manage,
to live so long.
Every day, is a burden,
making scars in my life,
every second, is a desire,
making choices hard.
I want to have a life,
that is not filled with:
Sadness, Darkness and death.
I want to have:
Hope, Dreams and Love,
The perfect life
with
Lies, scars and miss understanding.

What should I do,
when everyone hates me.
Everything I am doing is vrong,
everything I am saying is vrong,
nobody knows how much it is hurting me,
nobody will ever know what I am going through.
I am trying to be like everyone else,
but everyone is hating me,
but I am only a human.

I can't loose you,
I have loosed to much,
I can't believe that it's actually happening.
Why?
you should have so much more.
You are deserving so much,
but I should know how to do,
the only thing I should but can't,
is to help you.

I am sitting in the dark,
with a candle in my hands,
I am trying to see the world's light,
but all I see is the darkness,
every lie we have said,
everyone with a broken heart,
the only things that worth to know is gone.
Love, Hope and Dreams.
Love has been replaced by pain,
Hope has been replaced by lies
And Dreams has been replaced by darkness.
I want to be in Love,
without to get hurt.
I want to have Hope,
whiteout the lies.
I want to Dream Dreams
whitout the darkness.

Is it possible?
Can it be?
Is it the truth,
or is it a dream?
You have hit me with your words,
I have been crying, because of you,
The devil in my life,
the evil in the world.
Is it possible,
that you may be,
will be gone.

With you I am in darkness,
With you I am beyond the light.
You are here,
to steal my hope
you are evil,
and killing my light.
I have dreams,
that you will brake.
I just wish to get my hopes and dreams,
back to my life.

I saw your darkness in your heart, 

the first that thinks that you are mean,

my first day with you, 

You hit my heart and braked my life. 

The only one who see you

through that poker face is me.

You can try to kill my life, 

But I won't let you make me cold,

I will make you fall and run. 

A little place in my heart,

is not full whit darkness.

A little mind is not full,

whit fear. 

A little tear is not filled, 

whit fear.

A little space in me,

is not dying.

But everything is soon to be:

full of darkness,

filled whit scared tears,

full of fear,

and soon dying.